A year later.

It’s August. The month you left us. It’s been almost a year since you’ve been gone and it just feels like yesterday. It feels just yesterday I woke up late than usual to messages of your demise. For a few minutes I couldn’t gather myself. It’s been a year but there are days when I find myself guilty for being distant from you in the last few months, there are nights when I cant sleep, I keep guessing what must’ve triggered you that night to take such a major step. Every time I see Captain America merchandise it reminds me of you and your endless love for it ( after shawarma of course). There are days when I visit your Instagram profile, see our pic and swear, swear because I didn’t deserve a friend like you, even when we weren’t speaking, you had my back, you looked out for me, shut down my haters. Good humans turn angels and so have you. I know you’re always protecting and loving me from above. Until we meet again, I’m going to see our pictures and videos and smile.

Gone too soon ❤

| Chinmay Dewoolkar 24.08.2019 |

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